i4u (:

Again and Again?

2009-11-12T20:40:00.000-08:00

I was totally bothered last night and today too; well... it's a secret. LOL. XD Because every time I speak up my mind, it would actually turn out the exact opposite. Just what the heck was that?! Anyway, I've been searching every site just to get the complete translation of Katekyo Hitman Reborn! Light Novels; I've found one but since the owner is selfish (can't blame her though); I need to wait for ages for her to add me in LiveJournal. There were bunch of comments for her; waiting for her confirmation. But since she said so herself that she doesn't open that account that much since it's not her personal one, we need to wait. The crap. Oh well, can't help it though.

While clicking every link, every page and every site I can see that is related to the novels; I actually found a treasure! Wahahaha. It's a new set of character songs and it has Byakuran's! XD I'm really happy about it; his voice is just so hot that the anger which built up inside me disappeared to who-knows-what-place!

credits to: wamyne

PERFECT WORLD
-Byakuran-

Arashi no mae no
Shizukesa ga tadayou
Karada o kakeru
Zokuzoku haneru biito
Yokubou ga ranhansha suru
Paafekuto waarudo he
Afure dasu honnou ni
Michibika reru mama

I ' ll be get my perfect world,
Please don ' t let me down
Honoo kakagero
Paati no hajimari
I' ll be get my perfect world,
Please don ' t let me down
Moyashi tsukuse
Otakebi o agero
Party!

Saikou no shigeki
Boku ni kureru ka na
Warui kao shi te
Kimajime na yatsu bakka da
Zetsubou no bangaichi kara
Paafekuto waarudo he
Karamitsuku bonnou ni
Mi o nin chatte

I ' ll be get my perfect world,
Please don ' t let me down
Tamashii kogase!
Paati ha korekara

I ' ll be get my perfect world,
Please don ' t let me down
Ikarikurue!
Mukidashi ri aru
Party!

Boku no hane ga urayamashii n daro u ?
Yuuga ni mau yo
Subete mitasu
Kaikan o te ni ireru
Fly high!

Gotten back to blogging.

2009-11-12T00:32:00.000-08:00

Here goes the new skin, it's simple but quite delicate than the previous one, the Hibari layout. There were features I wanted to add in this but it seems like it just won't work so I gave up.

The new semester started this week, November 9 and that's Monday. The hell with the sched! I'm not a morning person at all, getting up early is just a big no-no; why? It's because it's my habit to stay up all night watching anime, if not, most probably I'm in front of the computer, reading manga and spazzing pics. But things seem to work out fine for the first week; I manage to wake up and discipline myself that I need to. Some facts were; I got scolded, well, to be exact, I am indirectly scolded by my dearest best bud, Fran. I told her about the new sched and blabbed things, in which she plainly replied: "We can't help it." And with that alone, I was a bit encouraged, no, it's not the right word... let me think... Yeah, it's probably: "That's just too right" and had myself control with my sleeping habits. Second; I am going to be a Dean's Lister, cross fingers with the phrase, my grades managed to reach all the requirements so with my class sched and me, getting late, I can foresee that my name will immediately vanish on the list I just had my name on. And let me say "no" to that!

One of my most hated happening this week is that I got my hang over from my last week's sickness. It's like goodbye coffee! Because every now and then, whenever I drink it, I feel like throwing up and during the start of classes, I did throw up right after having my breakfast. What a waste of grace! Another thing; I can't eat sweet foods, which happen to be my favorite. I can't since if I do, all the other food to enter my mouth would taste awful; and I don't want that to happen. So I ended up with the decision; It's better not to eat sweets than to not eat at all!

Something unexpected happen this week. My first year crush' best friend is actually my classmate this semester. And hell, I am pretty embarrass myself! To tell the whole story, we were on the 'self introduction' part of the class when this transferee in his civilian attire actually stated his name; a name I am really familiar with. And so I stared at him since I'm pretty troubled; his looks were different from the he i knew so it's not easy to tell. He did resemble the he before but not much. When classes ended, I decided to talk to him. And when I was just about to ask, he cut me off with a "Yeah, yeah." Why 'yeah'? It went on like this; "Kuya~ Ikaw ba 'yong-- (Big bro, are you the---)," and that's where he talked. He followed it with an "I've been looking at you awhile ago. You're Rogielyn's friend, right?" And what do you know? He actually remembered that girl rather than remembering me, who knew him first. Probably their link eh? Since the two of them had that 'something' to start with while I got that in his best bud. But I do hope I can have a little talk with him because he's a good friend. ^^

KHR; flashbacks again, Reborn?

2009-10-18T00:13:00.000-07:00

For all KHR fans out there, if anybody happens to see Reborn-san, please deliver this message to him:

Reborn-san,
Please, no more flashbacks okay? We had been watching those ever since season 4 had started (I think? But I'm quite sure that it began when they all headed to Millfiore's headquarters.) and it consumes several minutes. For the next episode, and that would be 156, no flashbacks, okay?
I know we all feel the same.

OK. If anybody would be delivering this message, my deepest gratitude for you! :D

It pisses me.

2009-10-18T00:06:00.000-07:00

No wonder I just adore bad guys, afterall being 'bad' is their 'good' side anyway. But I just kept on thinking why the heck should Haya-chan or Gokudera Hayato supposed to have a lot of fan arts? Oh ya, I know he got a lot of fans and to top that all, fanfics go along with that. How popular could he be? And those freaking drawings get the hell out of me! I know he smiles but not like some stupid cute smile those fan arts give off, there's a BIG difference! And if they do understand what fangirls feel, just at least draw with the same aura!

Whatheheck. Just don't mind this post.

The Night I met Yuuki-sama

2009-10-12T06:36:00.000-07:00

Without particular reason at all, I went to Baka-Tsuki, hoping to see the translations of the famous The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya. And with some information from my best otaku bud, I was guided and there I found what I was looking for. I immediately highlighted the needed text and followed by 'Ctr + C' then 'Alt + Tab' which proceeded to Notepad and there I made 'Ctr + V' and saw the whole document. For the last move, I saved it on my Ebook folder. And that method were repeated many times as long as my patience wasn't running out.

A few nights passed by, if I can remember it right, it was almost a week since I saved the 4.35MB folder, that my thumb felt numb because of my endless pressing of the down key in my keypad. I know I'm not good at reading novels at all but I assure you I love to write... so much.

When I was reading Volume 3, a sudden urge came to me, mixed with curiousity; I opened a new Tab in my Mozilla Firefox and the Google homepage welcomed me. I typed 'Yuki Nagato male ver' but it doesn't reveal much links where I can gather lots of her rather his pic. But an interesting entry saying something with the word Genderbend. With that clue alone, I became addictive to this new discovery.

And there I meet the only person I would address "-sama" with all my respect but please put Rokudo-sama aside, he's in a very different category.

I saw Mikuru's male version, who is Mitsuru-chan. He's much adorable than the original maybe because of one basic fact; I hate female loli-chars and that made Mikuru and please add the KHR main lead, Tsuna on the very same line. I'm not good with such weak characters and to put on the right words, I despise them but I do appreciate how nice and good their personality is. But Mitsuru-chan is in a different scale and I can only think of one reason; his looks is far from the normal-looking-Tsuna. Most probably, that is the reason.

And of course, despite tha fact that my best bud hates the male version of her favorite character, Haruki Suzumiya seems to irritate her a lot and would say terrible things like: "I don't like him, he looks stupid!" But I found him really attractive on his hairband, I find it unusual for male anime characters in which suits Haruhi-san the most. Haruki is tall and very good looking, that I might admit, he is a character in which girls would just fall for, because of that annoying personality and he, himself.

These set of traits were what I'm good at. I love characters like that, strong and weird. No, no, 'weird' can be replaced with other words but the former, don't even dare. I prefer strong, who I know can protect me. Yeah, such logic were barely stupid but that statement itself does make sense in the otaku world.

So much for this long post. To end this, I'll give you a glance at my Yuuki-sama, Haruki-san and Mitsu-chan.

Fast Post!

2009-10-07T09:34:00.000-07:00

Yay! Finally got two new friends in blogspot. :D:D And I got myself a new layout, Hibari Kyoya in violet, as always! :) Anyway, this is a FAST POST as the title says. So matta ne! (My aunt will scold me if I'll stay in front of the pc longer. :p)

KyoyaXChrome; DAME!!!!

2009-10-05T07:33:00.000-07:00

Yadai, yadai, yadai!

No, no and no. My beloved Hibari Kyoya is being paired with Chrome Dokuro? I can feel the rush of my blood; a feel of anxiety. Mukyaaa~ :'(

Honestly, on the Future Arc, I'm the one who keeps on pushing Kyo-chan to Chrome-kun. It was when Chrome-kun's inner parts were missing again 'cos Rokudo-sama lost to Byakura-san. When the whole Vongola family were out of hope; Kyo-chan came and immediately lifted her from the bed, supporting by her neck. He held her hand, where the Vongola Ring of Mist were. There were a lot of fanart from the scene but I don't want to upload it. Hmm. Just look for it, ok? *sigh*

Anyway, so after that, from the latest episode of KHR, 153 that is, there were a lot of KyoyaXChrome scene. I don't hate it, I just don't like it. Because of the mere fact that Chrome-kun is for Rokudo-sama, that and that alone.

The chemistry between Ipin and Kyo-chan is overflowing. It's not a typical one; so I'm very delighted. When Ipin turns to her ten year self and link her to Kyo-chan, the atmosphere of love lessens; so I concluded that I am indeed after the young and innocent Ipin and Kyoya love story. I just love the Valentines Day episode, I really love it... to the extreme!

As for Lambo and Ipin, for me, they were more of being playmates -slash- childhood friend. Just that. For the other pairings? Haya-chan and Haru-chan give off a very lovable air around them, not to mention Haya-chan is my first favorite. But Tsu-chan and Haru-chan is better the KyokoXTsuna.

Oops. Don't hate me. It's what I feel.

Gokudera Hayato & Yamamoto Takeshi Char Song

2009-09-29T04:53:00.000-07:00

Finally found Haya-chan's character song! Yatta! XDD I've been looking for it and when I tried searching it in google, Hooray! And the album cover is just... KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

And when I said I decided my favorite character, now I'm going crazy all over Haya-chan again. Nyahahaha.

Oretachi no Joy!

Some Links for KHR Character Songs. :)

2009-09-28T02:07:00.000-07:00

Okay, time to save this precious links! I've been looking for it for ages and finally, yatta!

Full KHR Char Songs
Sakura Addiction (Hibari Kyouya) [Various]

Gee, I've been searching for a site where I could download ep 151-167 but I guess I'm not lucky enough. All the sites I've visited only has 140+ but 150-. Mataku. Just where should I find it? x_x but another good news, I've downloaded 5 Centimeters per Second, hope I could burn it but for now, I just have to save it, ne? :)

Let's Celebrate!

2009-09-28T01:58:00.000-07:00

After having a hard time choosing among my favorite KHR characters; Gokudera Hayato, Hibari Kyouya, Rokudo Mukuro and Fong; I've finally decided. I chose the charmless and harmful Hibari Kyouya. I just love the way he says: "Kamikorosu." That most of his fans just wanted to be really bitten to death, be it his tonfa or just Kyo-chan alone. LOL. XDD

I prefer calling him Kyo-chan for some reasons but Hibari really sounds good. (: Kyahahaa. Though it seems weird for a jealous girl like me, it seems like I'm proud that there were a lot of female characters in KHR being linked to him, I-pin (my favorite), Haru, Kyoko and Chrome. Yep, it sounds like almost all of the girls were owned by Kyo-chan. Hahaa. XDD But the best couple would be I-pinXKyouya though an AMV on Youtube bothers me a little. :p It was KyoXKyo pair, at first I was like: "Such pairing exist?!" But the video was too good. Hahaa. :))

What surprised me is that the Sakura Addiction Hibari Kyouya and Rokudo Mukuro version became a hit in Japan that it even topped on the Oricon chart, probably the eight place and among all of the character songs CD, it was theirs which sell the most.

Hibari has been very popular within Reborn!'s readers. In the first poll, Hibari ranked fourth with a total of 1769 votes. In the second poll which was divided between heroes and villains, Hibari ranked as the second most popular hero losing to Tsuna Sawada. In the third poll of the series, Hibari ranked as the most popular male character, while in the latest he ranked second, losing to Tsuna.
-Wikipedia

I really don't take interest on reading articles but Kyo-chan's profile interests me. He never fails to surprise me, when he smirked, I go "Kyaaaa! :3", when he yawns, I go "Kyaaaa! :3", when he says 'Kamikorosu', I go "Kyaaaa! :3." Hibari fever never stops! XDD

And what surprised me the most:

The Character I Want to Be My Groom

Rank Character Title Prev. Rank

1 Kyouya Hibari Katekyo Hitman Reborn! 1

2 Gintoki Sakata Gintama 2

3 Toshiro Hitsugaya Bleach 8

4 Mukuro Rokudo Katekyo Hitman Reborn! 4

5 Sougo Okita Gintama -

6 Date Masamune Sengoku Basara -

7 Tsunayoshi Sawada Katekyo Hitman Reborn! 6

8 Ichigo Kurosaki Bleach 10

9 Sebastian Michaelis Kuroshitsuji -

10 Toushirou Hijikata Gintama -

Rank	Character	Title	Prev. Rank
1	Kyouya Hibari	Katekyo Hitman Reborn!	1
2	Gintoki Sakata	Gintama	2
3	Toshiro Hitsugaya	Bleach	8
4	Mukuro Rokudo	Katekyo Hitman Reborn!	4
5	Sougo Okita	Gintama	-
6	Date Masamune	Sengoku Basara	-
7	Tsunayoshi Sawada	Katekyo Hitman Reborn!	6
8	Ichigo Kurosaki	Bleach	10
9	Sebastian Michaelis	Kuroshitsuji	-
10	Toushirou Hijikata	Gintama	-

KHR New Download Links (:

2009-09-22T08:59:00.000-07:00

147A: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OWQStkhhe58
147B: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GPL2tsjUtuU
147C: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tU3sThNm9ac

148A: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRfDA1P38sY
148B: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=40ARS-_krr8
148C: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UUDPcXyMihs

149A: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CXSQW2MVD54
149B: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IzGkxTN8_To
149C: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7QoTOhFzDnc

150A: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RzDJ-h_hvKI
150B: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2zHo-x72OFA
150C: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKh2v9Rz6e8

151A: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whRFCCH
151B: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fg0HSXld8BY

International 2PM Fan Union Statement

2009-09-22T08:22:00.000-07:00

click to zoom.

I've found this on 2ONEDAY forum. They're really serious about this.

New Layout!

2009-09-21T04:06:00.000-07:00

I wasn't planning to get a new layout but when I was killing my time waiting for my new downloads to be done, I kept on browsing for layouts. Until.. na-uh, not until I've found this one but when I totally killed my precious time on looking for a skin though my download's were completed. I've downloaded a lot today. :DD I'm almost through on the posted links here in my blog and that would be a great success! I have to catch up 'til episode 167, my goal. I've never been in this stat for an anime, maybe there's just something in KHR that get into my system. Maybe it's because of the thrilling excitement in every fight!

I've done a lot today, I just finished reading Hanatsuki Hime, the manga my student recommended for me. She's really not my student though, I've been tutoring her so I guess I can call her that? The graphics were really amazing, their hair were too detailed, the characters are just wow. And the story made me cry that I even stood up in the middle of the climax just to get myself a handkerchief. LOL. Funny? Hell yeah.

And another job I've done is that I've finally able to finish Final Fantasy: Crisis Core. I didn't get emotional, first factor, I'm with my cousin and he's a guy, second, I've read that Zack will die on someone's comment on YouTube when I'm looking for a Genesis tribute vid. Well, it's sad. :( His lines touched my heart. "Can you tell them that I become a hero?" Oh Zack, you're a great hero and I know Cloud will totally agree. :) "That wings... I want them too." You already have them Zack and your wings are shinier than that. :)

It's not that I like Zack, well... yeah, I like him but not like how I admire Genesis. It's just that he had done so much and that we've spent a lot of time together in the game. He had been into many sacrifices, he didn't even been able to talk to Aerith. :'( Such a bitter end.

As of Cloud, I admit I've been loving his hair so much but that's just it. He's so gay, Cloud fans, please don't hate me, it's just the way I see him. When he shouted "No!" on Zack's death, it's just so soft for a guy like him. I understand why he didn't carry the sword so manly, I understand that much! Softness. I just hate that word for a guy. I even watch FF's movie; The Advent Children just to take full appreciation for Cloud's hair hoping that my feelings will rise for him but it just didn't happen. His eyes lack something... maybe it should've been better if its larger? Just a bit larger eh?

Enough of the Cloudness. Need to dl some more. :D

LOVELESS

2009-09-20T03:45:00.000-07:00

Prologue
When the war of the beasts brings about the worlds end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting.

Act I
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the waters surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.

Act II
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds
Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh.

Act III
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow
My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return.

Act IV
My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber
Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at worlds end
The wind sails over the waters surface
Quietly, but surely.

Act V
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice.

Genesism (:

2009-09-18T00:07:00.000-07:00

Hahaa. :)) I just finished signing a fanlisting for Genesis' fans. The addiction came up after watching Sephirot, Genesis and Angeal battle on Crisis Core. :p On his first scene, I thought his style is somewhat alike with Belphegor of Hitman since they both have blond hair and it covers their eyes. But when the view changed, at the very same time, the thought disappeared. He's a lot cooler, LOL. XDD

Here goes his first scene. :DD

I've been searching for his pics last night and not even a single image were very pleasing. Hahaa. Until I've found this icon, it seems it gave me some spare energy to keep searching for his pics. :)) I've given up last night on the thought: "He's not an important character though." LOL. XDD And then today, I've seen his fanlisting. :))

Random. :p

While browsing my genesis folder, I've seen this one. (I didn't remember how the pics look since they're all screen caps so pics were almost the same.) Kakkoii desho? :DD

A Hayato VS. Kyouya Fanfic

2009-09-17T09:26:00.000-07:00

Haha. LOL. XDD And what's with these ideas popping on my head since yesterday? A fanfic! And all I can blame about this addiction is that ATM-looking card I recently bought on Comic Alley, what else could it be?!

I remembered last week, I was forcing myself to think a Belphegor-Hayato-Kyouya Fight, I ended up with this one. Gee~ but the ideas where just... GAH! Hahaa. XDD Anyway, I'll be posting the first two chapters I've been typing awhile back, chapter two is yet to be done. :p

Here it is. (:

A CALL FOR AN UNCANNY LOVE EVENT

Chapter One: A Need to Love the Hated School

{Miku’s POV}
“Dear, how long are you planning to stare at him?” I heard my friend, I considered her a friend since our age difference were just two years, but originally, she’s my personal consultant, asked me from behind my bed.

I am sitting on its side, staring at him. I don’t know when it became a habit but every time I wake up in the morning, seeing his irritated face on his picture makes my day.

“Just one more minute, Ran, okay?” I said and smiled at her. I turned on his photograph once more, my eyes immediately shut and slowly, my lips curved on its side. “Be safe, Haya-chan,” I whispered. I breathed in and finally open my eyes, seeing him in first sight. “I’ll be going, Haya. Have a good day.”

I stood up and faced Ran. “All set! I’m prepared for battle!” and I gave her a salute, making a pokerface.

She chuckled. “Gee, Miku-san, just when did you became a soldier?” She walks towards me as I froze on my pose. “Stop it! It doesn’t suit you at all,” she said and moved my hands down. “What a girl.”

I laughed along with her. “I’m not a soldier! I’m a mafia successor’s wife,” I said as I cross my hands in my chess. “Right, Haya-chan?” and I looked at his façade.

“I envy him a lot.”

“Eh?” Did Ran just say that? “What did you say?”

She dismissively waved her hands. “It’s nothing. Really. Com’on, princess, you still need to eat your breakfast downstairs and the word ‘school’ follows after.”

“Alright, alright,” I said in a pale voice. School just doesn’t sound that good. Ever since Haya-chan transferred this year, school seems to be nothing but a bother. Good thing vacation’s coming and I don’t even need to study. “Ran?”

“Yes?”

“Where is a nice vacation spot? You know, where I can relax and I won’t even see a single thing related to school,” I said in grimace. “Hehee.”

“Well, how about paying him a visit?”

“Oh mom. What’re you doing there? You’re eavesdropping, aren’t you?” I accused as I saw her sight on the slightly opened door.

“No sweety,” she replied and totally entered the room, closing the door on her back. She passed by me and gets something on my side table. “I’m telling you to visit him,” she said having his photo in both hands with a smile.

I quickly jumped on her for a hug. “Oh, mom! You’re the best ever!”

“After this week, I’ll be arranging everything so you don’t need to worry. So for now, give me high remarks so I wouldn’t change my mind, okay?”

“Yes, yes and yes!”

Chapter Two: Finally, Nipon!

{Miku’s POV}
“Gomen ne, Ran-san? I want to drag you along—.”

“Iie, don’t mind it, Miku. You’re mom’s right, you need to spend your whole vacation with him since you won’t even know when that would happen again. This is chance, princess! Chance!” she said clenching his fist right in front of me. “Okay? So do your best! Don’t forget to call me if you need some sortof… ano~… advice, yeah, advice!”

I laughed. Though parting with my closest friend saddens me, all I can do now is go there by myself. “But Ran… I’ll miss you.”

“Don’t say things like that, Miku. It’s not like you’ll be leaving me forever, aren’t you?” and she wiped off something on my face. “Don’t cry, princess. You’re such a kid.”

I am crying? “What?! Who’re you calling ‘kid’ just now?!”

“All passengers on Flight 021, please proceed to your respective planes. I repeat…”

“I’ll… I’ll call you, o-okay?” I don’t know what happened but it seems my voice was stuck somewhat.

“Be careful.”

“Aa,” and I turned my back on her. “See ‘ya,” I said and looked at her once more. This could be it. Finally, I’ve got to wave at her.

Haya-chan, I’m coming!

* still to be updated if ever my hands would be into it. :DD As of the title, I just came up with it. Hahaa. Bear with my bakaness. :p

Katekyo Hitman Reborn - Episode Downloads

2009-09-11T22:39:00.001-07:00

126B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x__JuTfIcoE

126C - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-xfvWgTYF5Y

127A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8GhYYb3-OU

127B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNG4CKynU0A

127C - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WyIafsXTNDg

128A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xxqsRhlpHs8

128B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mBVDvann9BE

128C - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RIQHmTJiW9I

129A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=As0eUqZmu8k

129B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1cxJ-JS7cU

129C - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BRGOA7Vzgto

130A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R0L7D4nTeOo

130B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yBXvJhliFds

131A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbFrl9AUilk

131B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RiG7qepFJXI

131C - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=67O927-JMRk

132A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n5iohhCyvcA

132B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NDY_Mnz2trA

132C - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Kd2C9i1ZMQ

133A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G0DaA-Qycgo

133B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mb7cIEpPfAg

134A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVBMXOsJbNY

134B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VUK7DsTOj9Y

135A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1yOtbAXzmfY

135B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vXqKLqWqqdw

136A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tdFt4Re6_Gc

136B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KcqfX7hQKX8

137A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y2JZlmKHC5o

137B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uRtfVThmZuw
137C - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFxAZ9IgCe0

138A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ct-jHCdHjt4
138B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5CmPPWFlqv8

139A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sze7RIYqKsU
139B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7G2XTGFjt7Q
139C - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4XNdTcUcWpA

140A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dHcJZCiAHpM
140B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSGSaYwquWA
140C - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gisaBHlHsYk

141A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pc3PjcVOQec
141B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mAFrZul6WeU
141C - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PE4-w72tjt0

142A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCISMSA0rWk
142B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gcHC8WBY9BM
142C - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m87rbQTWGTc

143A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UqWu3MsDi1E
143B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TPSmT0_D6Q0
143C - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rsu8mC4gKfU

144A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OSBVuRblgKo
144B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vyuD1PjCOw

145A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bce2bHenmf8
145B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sf0FQwoE8xA

146A - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lsw5dqPQhn0
146B - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1gXi9RjdpaM
146C - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygnmAAt41sI

Just another update :p

2009-09-01T09:27:00.000-07:00

I was about to edit our project when I didn't saw any traces of it in my flash drive. Just what the heck. I changed my sim card again. I just got interested on it just to realize that when I opened the sim pack, they just placed a sticker. I'm expecting for a good-looking sim but then it's all hopes. Hahaa.

The relationship between us seems to be pretty awkward these days though my other relationship is getting better. Maybe I should reach for the distance? Or should I let it be this way? Hmm. I wonder. I don't wanna stay out but they made me feel I should. It's like I don't matter at all. They make their own world and so it goes, leaving me with every conclusions I can make with what's left behind. I don't really wanna have this so-called gap, but what else can I do? I don't wanna let myself look so dumb about what's happening. They just don't care anyway. So do I.

Even things would settle down, I swear I wouldn't be happy, that's for sure. After making me feel I'm some girl around there? I just need to keep it to myself though. Just to avoid feeling alone.

A New Layout!

2009-08-31T10:46:00.000-07:00

Hahaa. :DD I've downloaded a lot of pictures of my current addiction, Hitman Reborn. :) It's pretty good, the twist and the characters are damn good especially the animation. :DD What I'm impressed the most is that each character looks like they came from another anime. What I'm pointing is... almost all of them have different style on the way they we're drawn. :)

And I've got a new layout for my blog in case of "sloth attack" hahaa. XDD

Anyway, so Trio is in some sorta problem right now. :( Nostalgic~ Kyaaa. Just how would we end up though? And I'm avoiding my cousin too. I don't know if it's about being fair or not but I think and I can feel that I am being unfair to him. At times I feel guilty but every time I ask for a sign, it just won't change, they're all the same.

Well, I admit that it's pisses me off but I just have to bare with the reality, shouldn't I? Besides, all I can do is keep quiet and watch things. That's all I can do from being a girl who tries to solve it all. :( Anyway, hope things we'll get down soon.

Here's Vongola the 1st, he looks so damn cool, spiky blond hair and those orange eyes~ kyaaaa~

Sinipag ako! :DD

2009-08-24T03:21:00.000-07:00

It's my brother's birthday today and I'm freakin' hungry. Hahaa. Pa'no iniwan ko kasi 'yong baon ko dito sa bahay para hindi ko magastos for safety ba? :D Kasi kailangan ehh. :) The worst part is, nabawasan pa 'yong tinira kong baon dahil don sa pina-print ni Jaycee. Ayon tuloy, nagutom talaga ako kasi hindi ako nakakain sa school. Hayy.

Hmm, I dunno if I should feel excited or not pero ewan ko ba. I have a feeling na may mangyayaring something. Hahaa. XDD Nag-aadik lang siguro talaga ako kaya ganon. :p

Hay, buti na lang medyo okay na 'yong mga nangyayari kaso medyo awkward when Khimmy talks about Ruru and would simply call him 'pinsan mo.' Maybe I'm not used to it pero nakakailang pa rin. Anyway, wala na naman akong magagawa do'n. I don't know kung positive ba 'yon or not. Whatever?

What I'm excited about is kung matutuloy ang pag-sstay nina Kuya David at Kuya Louie sa bahay. Hmm, I wonder. Hahaa. But how I wish. :DD

And what's up with Manila being Philippines' capital anyway? Capital pa naman tapos hindi pa showing 'yong The Grudge? The heck. Excited pa nman akong mapanood 'yon. Ano ba naman 'yan.

SM Molino. :)

2009-08-15T02:07:00.000-07:00

I went home early last Thursday kasi sabi ni Batman ipasyal ko daw siya sa SM Molino. Haha. :DD Kasi sayang naman daw 'yong in-stay niya dito sa Cavite. Actually, there is a real story behind that. :) haha. And I just can't tell it. Hehe. It's a secret. :P Anyway, here are some pics in that event. :DD

an overnight stay. :DD

2009-08-15T01:29:00.000-07:00

Two of my favorite cousins stayed overnight last Wednesday. I'm so glad that Kuya David made it. Haha. Akala ko kasi hindi siya papayagan na matulog sa bahay. Hehe. And of course, Kuya Louie or 'Batman' as I address him, stayed too.

Sabi niya may practice daw sila. Haha. Pero Hanggang 'daw' na lang yata 'yon. XP Habang nagpapalipas ng oras, nagkkwentuhan na lang muna kami sa terrace and pinilit ko talaga si Kuya David na mag-picture-picture! XD

Sabi niya madilim daw so in-edit ko na lang para mejo kita naman. :)

With my cousin Kuya David. :DD

Nang tapatan ng cellphone, pose agad! :DD

STOLEN! Hindi ko talaga alam to. Haha. XDD

So ayon. Mga 11 pa lang, somebody's pulling me in DreamLand. Haha. :)) I dunno how I survived 'till 4am siguro nga kasi sa sinabi na din ni Batman. Haha. :DD "Hawak mo kasi kamay namin ni Kya David kaya kinaya mo hanggang 4." Siguro nga. :) Tama siya. :DD

Nung nakahiga kasi ako dun sa kama, I talked a lot with Kuya David. Dapat nga matutulog na kami eh kaso niyaya niya si Batman na humiga din don. So hinawakan ko din 'yong kamay niya. :) So kwentuhan... Hindi ko napansing nakatulog na pala ako. Haha. :DD

Sabi pa nila, humilik daw ako? Haha. So embarrassing~

ayos ah.

2009-08-07T03:39:00.000-07:00

How immature. Hindi man lang siya nahiya that from the very first place, it is pretty obvious that it wasn't the owner who sent that stupid message. Like, duh. I am at the point of forgiving her since medyo okay na pala sila ni Khimmy then what? Don't make me laugh. Kung ganon siya kaobssess sa boyfriend niya, 'wag siyang feeling na lahat ng babae ay aagawin sa kanya 'yon. Totoo nga pala, insecurity kills.

But I wanna thank her, kasi tingnan mo naman, sinipag akong magblog at magenglish. Haha. Pero kapag naiisip ko yung message niya sa'kin, I don't know if I should laugh or what. Kasi naman, it was like... 'the heck of a lady, hindi ba siya marunong mag-isip?'

Haha. Nakakaawa naman siya. Lahat yata ng tao, alam na tapos na 'yong issue pero she can't get over it. How poor of her.

Alam mo 'yong message niya? It's really funny. It was like I wasn't exchanging messages with his boyfriend before not to know what his text format is. Haha.

Anyway, I just received another reply from that message. And then 'yon, good thing umamin naman siya. But still, haha, what words can describe her ba?

Eto yung pinag-uusapan namin, better read it:
HER: aus ka aa! bwal mu iview profile co !
ME: cno ba unang ngview? ayos ka rin ah.
HER: nadz to aco ang ngview xau ! bkit? aco rin ngsbe sau bwal mu view pofile ni macky! so??
ME: yeah, i know. haha. i don't care kaya hindi mo kailangang magsabi ng 'so.'

I'll update you kung meron pang reply. (:
But honestly, I was a bit pissed off. Haha. Eh kasi naman. I wasn't expecting that something like that might came up.

So here comes another message, hindi nmn siya masipag magreply 'no? Hindi ako umuurong sa laban unless walang kwenta. Haha.
HER: yeah yeah mu muka mu ! ulol !
ME: haha. grabe ka rin no? ayos ka mang-away. i don't wanna 'yeah' at my face. bakit hindi yung sayo?

Haha. Wala man lang manners. Doesn't she know na 'ulol' ay ang pinakamasamang word? It IS stated at the bible. I dunno what chapter but I remember it clear that binasa pa yon ng dad ko sa'kin. Haha. How sinful.

Unlicall

2009-08-03T10:53:00.000-07:00

Haha. :)) nakakadistract nmn ung clock dito sa desktop. :D SuJu masyado. Haha. :)) Wala bang 2PM? Toinks~ nyahaha. :)) kausap ko sina Batman at Catwoman. Haha. :))

*ayan, naputol yung tawag. haha. :)) mkkpagtype din ng ayos. Hay nako, nakakatamad kasing mg-English, hehe. :)) sayang sayang. haha. :)) mas cute pa naman kapag ganon. Sosyal!~ Ahaha. :))

Gumawa ako ng program sa tasm, lgi ko talagang nkkalimutan kung pano magnew line. ahaha. :)) ang gulo! haha. :))

kakainisss!

2009-07-25T07:46:00.000-07:00

gusto kong magpalit ng layout!! haha. :)) gusto ko talaga! nyakoo. ewan. kaasar. haha. :)) ang cute ni jay sa wild bunny! :) kyaaa~ naka-pink. wahaha. :)) ngayon na lang ulit ako nakapagblog. ewan ko kung matutuwa ako o hindi. :) pero ayun, nakasmile. wahaha. :))

ang kyuut niya. haha. :))

ayy nako, gumawa ako ng forum ng 2pm, ako lang ang member. :) haha. :)) tapos nakipag-affie ako sa SHINee World PH, para akong adik, nakalimutan kong magkalaban nga pala ang SHINee at 2PM. Hay NAKAW! wahaha. :)) ang adik talaga. :p

my pics

2009-07-18T01:54:00.000-07:00

wow oh!

2009-07-16T09:38:00.000-07:00

haha. kamusta naman di ba? lahat ng kinanta ni Jay sa SimSim Tapa dinownload ko at icinonvert pa talaga marinig ko lang siya araw-araw. Haha. Malala na to! Ayan, pinost ko na yung mga lyrics nung kanta para kapag naghanap ako ng lyrics, andito na lang sa blog ko, mabilis ko na mahahanap. Oh di ba? Nyahaha. :))

Hindi ko malaman kung totoo ba yung MV ng 2PM na I Hate You, sabi kasi fanmade lang daw, sabi naman nung uploader, gawa daw un ng JYP Ent tapos nilagyan niya lang daw ng sub. Hay ewan.

In fairness ah, super adik nung user na yun sa youtube at super updated sa mga videos ng 2PM. Haha. Yung perf kasi nila ngayon na I Hate You, ayun at nasa youtube na, naka-HQ pa! Haha. :))

Super kaka-inlab ng boses ni Jay. Haha. :)) Eh kasi ngayon lang ako nakarinig ng boses na ganun sa mga Korean. Siguro nga kasi dahil laking US si Jay pero kahit na. Haha. :)) Talented talaga siya. Kung hindi lang talaga matagal mag-upload ng video dito sa Blogger, pinost ko na lahat ng videos niya. Haha. :))

liking him more and more. :)

The Last Time

2009-07-16T09:37:00.000-07:00

The Last Time

The first time I fell in love was long ago.
I didn't know how to give my love at all.
The next time I settled for what felt so close.
But without romance, you're never gonna fall.
After everything I've learned;
Now it's finally my turn.
This is the last time I'll fall... in love.
The first time we walked under that starry sky,
there was a moment when everything was clear.
I didn't need to ask or even wonder why, because each question is answered when your near.
and I'm wise enough to know when a miracle unfolds, this is the last time i'll fall in love.
Now don't hold back, just let me know.
Could i be moving much too fast or way too slow.
'Cause all of my life, I've waited for this day.
To find that once in a lifetime, this is it, I'll never be the same.
You'll never know what it's taken me to say these words.
And now that I've said them, they could never be enough.
As far as I can see, there's only you and only me.

This is the last time I'll fall in love.
Last time i'll fall in love.
The last time i'll fall... in love.

Confessions

2009-07-16T09:36:00.000-07:00

Confessions

Watch this

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm throwed and I dont know what to do
I guess I gotta give part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions

Now this gon' be the hardest thing I think I ever had to do
Got me talkin' to myself askin' how I'm gon' tell you
'Bout that chick on part 1 I told ya'll I was creepin' with, creepin' with
Said she's 3 months pregnant and she's keepin' it
The first thing that came to mind was you
Second thing was how do I know if it's mine and is it true
Third thing was me wishin' that I never did what I did
How I ain't ready for no kid and bye bye to our relationship

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm throwed and I dont know what to do
I guess I gotta give part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions

Sitting here stuck on stupid trying to figure out
When, why, and how I'mma let this come out of my mouth
Said it ain't gon' be easy
But I need to stop thinkin', contemplatin'
Be a man and get it over with (over with)
I'm ridin' in my whip
Racin' to her place
Talkin' to myself
Preparin' to tell her to her face
She open up the door and didn't want to come near me
I said one second baby
Please hear me

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm throwed and I dont know what to do
I guess I gotta give part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions

This by far is the hardest thing I think I've ever had to do
To tell you, the woman I love
That I'm having a baby by a woman that I barely even know
I hope you can accept the fact that I'm man enough to tell you this
And hopefully you'll give me another chance
This ain't about my career
This ain't about my life
It's about us
Please

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm throwed and I dont know what to do
I guess I gotta give part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions

Suffocate

2009-07-16T09:33:00.000-07:00

Suffocate

Now even though I try to play it off
I’m thinking about you all day long
And I can’t wait for shorty to come through
From your lips and back up to your eyes
My hands on your hips when we grind
I’m fantasizing bout what I’m gonna do to you
Got me fiening for her love can’t lie
Man you should see how she got me
Spending all this time with her
And I could leave her if I wanted to
Her love turns men into fools
Tell me what a man is to do

Cuz I can’t breathe when you talk to me
I can’t breathe when you’re touching me
I suffocate when you’re away from me
So much love you take from me
I’m going outta my mind
I can’t breathe when you talk to me
I can’t breathe when you’re touching me
I suffocate when you’re away from me
So much love you take from me
I’m going outta my mind

Whenever we up in this bed
And my fingers fall in your hair
I wonder if you feel me watching you
Cuz I can’t go a night without your lovin
Got me looking at this phone
Every time it rings I hope it’s you girl
You got my bracing for your love
And I fallen for you I can’t lie
I just wanna be with you
Yes she got me there I said
And somebody call the paramedics
Tell em to hurry up and come through

Cuz I can’t breathe when you talk to me (baby)
I can’t breathe when you’re touching me (when you touch me)
I suffocate when you’re away from me
So much love you take from me
I’m going outta my mind (I’m going outta my mind)
I can’t breathe when you talk to me
I can’t breathe when you’re touching me
I suffocate when you’re away from me
So much love you take from me
I’m going outta my mind

Don’t ever leave me girl
I need you inside my world
I can’t go a day without you
And see nobody else will ever do
I’ll never feel like I feel with you

Cuz I can’t breathe when you talk to me
I can’t breathe when you’re touching me (when you touch me)
I suffocate when you’re away from me
So much love you take from me
I’m going outta my mind (I’m going outta my mind)
I can’t breathe when you talk to me (oh when you talk to me)
I can’t breathe when you’re touchin me (I can’t breathe when you touchin me)
I suffocate when you’re away from me
So much love you take from me
I’m going outta my mind (I’m going outta my mind)

Oh no no I can’t breathe
Oh no no I can’t breathe (I can’t breathe)
Oh no no I can’t breathe oh no

Love

2009-07-16T09:31:00.001-07:00

Love

[Verse 1]

I used to think that I wasn't fine enough
And I used to think that I wasn't wild enough
But I won't waste my time tryin' to figure, out
why you playing games, whats this all about
And I can't believe,
Your hurting me
I meet your girl, what a difference
What you see in her
You aint see in me
But i guess it was all just make-believe

[Chorus]

Oh, Love
never knew what I was missing
but I knew once we started kissin'
I found......
Love
never knew what I was missin'
but I knew once we start kissin'
I found.....

[Verse 2]

Now you gone, what am I gonna do
I'm so oo empty
my heart, my soul can't go on
Go on without you....
My rainy days fade away when you,
come around please tell me baby
why you go so far away
Why you go...

[Chorus]

Love......
never knew what I was missing
but I knew once we started kissin'
I found......
Love
never knew what I was missin'
but I knew once we start kissin'
I found.....

I found you
yeaaahhhh
oooooo

Now you gone, what am I gonna do
I'm so oo empty
my heart, my soul can't go on
Go on baby without you....
Rainy days fade away
when you come around
say your here to stay
With me boy
I don't want you to leave me
I need you.........

[Chorus]

[fade out]

Incomplete

2009-07-16T09:23:00.000-07:00

Incomplete

Whoo
Ooh
Oh yeah yeah
Listen

Bright lights
Fancy restaurants
Everything in this world that a man could want
Got a bank account bigger than the law should allow
Still I'm lonely now

Pretty faces from the covers of the magazines
From their covers to my covers wanna lay with me
Fame and fortune still can't find
Just a grown man runnin out of time

[CHORUS]
Even though it seems I have everything
I don't wanna be a lonely fool
All of the women
All the expensive cars
All of the money don't amount to you
I can make believe I have everything
But I can't pretend that I don't see
That without you girl my life is incomplete

Said without you girl ahh
Listen

Your perfume
Your sexy lingerie
Girl I remember it just like it was on yesterday
A Thursday you told me you had fallen in love
I wasn't sure that I was

It's been a year
Winter summer spring and fall
But bein without you just ain't livin ain't nothing at all
If I could travel back in time
I'd relive the days you were mine

[CHORUS]

Oh yeah that without you girl ahh

I just can't help lovin you
But I loved you much too late
I'd give anything
And everything
To hear you say
That you'll stay

[CHORUS (2x)]

Without ya girl
Wiuthout ya girl my life
Without you girl
My life my life is incomplete
Without you girl
My life is incomplete
Oh yeah
My life is incomplete
Oh yeah yeah
Whoo

yehey

2009-07-15T05:22:00.001-07:00

wee~ yes, nakapagpalit na talaga ng layout, ng bonggang bonggang layout. nyahaha. :)) hay nako. sakit na nga ng pwet ko kakaupo eh. haha. dito lang kasi ako sa harap ng pc simula kaninang umaga. hay~ kakonsensya ah? wala pa kasi akong nagagawa eh. :(

anyway, hehe. :)
ayun, dinownload ko yung Idol Show ng 2PM, kaadikan na to! Ay ewan, basta ayun, natutuwa talaga ako sa kanila. I Love 2PM! Syempre mas magaling pa rin yung SHINee pero love ko talaga 2PM. :D

Ang saya nga nung Tuesday, nagquiz kami and nakita ko ang favorite kong Sir. Nyahaha, as promised, ippost ko ang tungkol don. At nagpagupit ako! Nako, biglaan nga eh. Tapos si Khimmy naman kamuka ni Glaiza De Castro. Wahaha. Nung nagpunta naman kami ng SM, lakas trip namin, bumili daw ba ng pare-parehong hikaw? May super powers nga daw yun eh. :D haha. :))

Waa, nakakahiya tong layout ko! PROMISE. haha. :)) kaso anong magagawa ko? Dito ako masaya. LOL. At inaaway ako ni Tita na ang "conservative" naman daw ni Jay. Ah oo, kaya nga NO CHOICE at ganyan ang naging header ko.

yes!

2009-07-13T11:26:00.000-07:00

haha. :)) oha! sinipag ako magPS! haha. :)) actually inaantok na nga ako eh. kasi super late na... or should i say, maaga na? :D anyway, ayan ang pinagkandahirapan kong layout, hindi pa siya super effort pero dahil sa inaantok na ko ay masasabi kong "pinaghirapan" ko talaga yan. :)

wag niyo ng pansinin ang mga kapansin pansin at basahin na lang tong post ko. OK?

wala lang, eh kasi baka laitin niyo pa yung layout ko, ang hirap gawin niyan. (so ano yun? puro yun na lang sasabihin ko? LOL. XD)

super happy ko nga pala kahapon or kagabi, nagkita ulit kami ng mga pinsanS ko with the capital 'S', i miss 'em so talaga! :) so ayun muna sa ngayon. nyahaha. :)

lapit ko na nga pala mag-level 13 s RC! yipee~

Again & Again

2009-07-12T12:02:00.000-07:00

Again & Again

[JS] again and again and again and again
[JB] again and again and again and again

[WY] why am i standing like this in front of your house again, am i a fool
getting tricked again and again, and suffering again and again
but why am i at this place again

[JH] i think i’ve gone crazy, have i no pride
i come back to you, like the first time around
saying ‘i can’t be like this (like this, like this)’,
i’m being like this again today, no

[JS] again and again and again and again
i keep going back to you. i don’t know why, i don’t know why
[JB] again and again and again and again
i fall for your words again. i don’t know why, i don’t know why

[NK] why do i seem like such a fool
why did i become like this
i made a firm decision, again and again
why do i keep coming back to you

[JH] i think i’ve gone crazy, have i no pride
i come back to you, like the first time around
saying ‘i won’t ever see you again (see you, see you)’,
i’m being like this again

[JS] again and again and again and again
i keep going back to you. i don’t know why, i don’t know why
[JB] again and again and again and again
i fall for your words again. i don’t know why, i don’t know why

[CS] what kind of medicine are you, that i can’t give it up
even without me knowing, i keep yearning for you, and eventually look for you again
though i know you’re a bad girl, i embrace you and love you again
undoubtedly, clearly, i want to come towards you
knowing all the pains of tomorrow, i can’t turn around, i can’t decide

[TY] darn it, why am i like this, why am i lying next to this girl
how many more times do i have to do this for me to come to my senses
someone, tie me down somewhere, quickly, please
she’s a bad girl, i know (i know), but here i go again. oh no

[JS] again and again and again and again
i keep going back to you. (i’m going back to you) i don’t know why, i don’t know why
[JB] again and again and again and again (i keep coming back)
i fall for your words again. (even i) i don’t know why, i don’t know why
[JS] oh, oh, yeah

addiction!

2009-07-12T11:36:00.000-07:00

putek yan, nakakaadik lang talaga yung kanta ng 2pm na Again and Again! Waa. I just love them na talaga. Kahit di ko pa sila kilalang lahat. Haha. Lalo na si Jay, "I love you!" Haha. Ano ba naman 'tong nangyayari saken? Haha. :)) isn't this too much? Kahit saan nandun si Jay and I'm absolutely happy na nakikita ko siya. I admit na hindi siya gwapings or whatever na katulad ni YunHo at ng uber cute na si TaeMin pero "KYAAAAAAAAAAAA!" haha. :)) Oh di ba? Hindi talaga ako mahilig sa super singkit kaso iba kasi si Jay, ang cute niya! hehe. Laitin niyo na siya but I don't care. :)

I created a new album on my FB and FS account titled "Jaebum Ko and Jay Ko" respectively. Haha. It's an addiction! Last night, I slept late kaka-fast forward ng DVD na pinapanood ko para lang mapanood si Jay magperform. Walang duda talagang pinagmamalaki niya ng bongga ang kakatulo-laway na abs niya. Haha. Ang liit niya pero ang ganda ng bodybuilt niya. Waa~ Tapos galing pang sumayaw, magrap at kumanta! Kulang lang sa height pero panalo. :)

Love ya Jay!
With lots and lots of heart! :)

hay~

2009-07-09T10:13:00.001-07:00

gee, ano ba yan. ni-reformat ko yung memory card ko sa cellphone, ang tagal pa naman ng pagttransfer ng files. kainis! hay nako, hirap nga naman kapag may virus ang computer.

late na nga ako pumasok kanina, first subject ko pa naman 9am, eh un nga, late ako nagising kasi napuyat ako dun sa pag-eedit ng video. 1:30 na kami natapos, nagalit pa nga si mommy eh. sino ba naman kasi ang hindi magagalit sa ganun di ba? anyway, i can't blame them naman.

oo nga pala, while editing that video, nakita ko yung guy dun, he's cute, telegenic kasi but sa picture? na-uh~ haha. i'm so mean no? just telling the truth lang naman eh.

on the other hand of what happened today, i got home at 9pm, yeah, it's late kasi nagpatila pa kami ng ulan, and then ayun, nabasa yung palda ko, how miserable nga eh. haha. at ang nakakainis pa sa lahat, nung sumakay ako ng sidecar, yung salamin na bagong bili, nahulog. i already told her na "teka lang," kaso tumuloy pa rin siya until we heard the cracking sound of my new glasses. and take note, nagsasalita pa siya na as if i'm the one at fault. nako, kung hindi lang ako considerate na tao, i'll make her pay talaga. hay.

and then ngayon, i posted some translation ng mga gusto kong songs. ganda. hehe.

i changed my FS layout, wala lang. haha. para maiba na! :D and i took a lot of FB quizzes. (:

Fool

2009-07-09T10:11:00.001-07:00

Fool

A lie, it's all a lie, those words that time will make me forget you are a lie.
The pain from the seperation has surpressed my heart a little but my feelings for
you are ever the same.

I never thought it'd be easy but
even though a lot of time passes
It's still awkward without you here.

I still love you and I still want you.
I won't ever be okay without you.
Even if I seem attached, this is me, I didn't even know.
You're all I long for.

A lie, that was a like, those words that I've already forgotten you are a lie.
I just said those words because I thought I'd look pathetic and because of my
trifiling pride. I've never once forgotten you.

When I think about a bad habit I've started
I try and forget but
I still you miss you

I still love you and I still want you.
I won't ever be okay without you.
Even if I seem attached, this is me, I didn't even know.
You're all I long for.

I've never stopped loving you. My feelings for you have never changed.
No my heart keeps growing like my love for you.
I just try and keep still the moments when we were happily together.

You had a hard time in my embrace
and it's not until after I've let you go can I think and see clearly.
But I love you everyday
I'm still waiting for you like I've always done
See you once again, my love

Tonight

2009-07-09T10:10:00.001-07:00

Tonight

Take my hand, hold me tight, and take a rest in my heart so that
you might feel the heat simmering in.

I can't take it. Your small shaking makes me want to put you on
and never take you off.

Stolen my soul Stolen my heart, I'm filled with you so much that
I can't breathe. Like a small child caught in the rain. Like
the love sprinkled on the earth.. like tonight..

Your embrace is warm like the early morning sunlight.

Now I know why those people are saying "love is blind"
I believe my heart belongs to you. I love you more than I do..

Like a fireball you're spreading a fire in my heart.

I love you When I saw you, when I touch you, when I feel you
When I fall in love. You've got an endless passion.

Stolen my soul Stolen my heart, I'm filled with you so much that
I can't breathe. Like a small child caught in the rain. Like
the love sprinkled on the earth.. like tonight..

I can feel you living and breathing inside of me to the fullest.

I don't have the courage to face these deep feelings.
The love that you've given me is slowly swallowing me.

I know, our love's a miracle... You ease the pain in me
and slowly the pain becomes my delight.. My love can be.

Stolen my soul Stolen my heart, I'm filled with you so much that
I can't breathe. Like a small child caught in the rain. Like
the love sprinkled on the ground.. like tonight..

Your embrace is warm like the early morning sunlight.

Stolen my soul Stolen my heart, You're filled in me so much.
I can't breathe. Like a small child caught in the rain. Like
the love sprinkled on the ground.. like tonight..

icons

2009-07-09T10:08:00.000-07:00

jay

2009-07-09T10:07:00.001-07:00

gallery

2009-07-09T09:59:00.000-07:00

hala...

2009-07-07T03:37:00.000-07:00

gagabihin ako ng uwi. yari ako neto. nyahahaha. ayan. kakablog kasi! LOL. anyway, at least nakahanap na ng layout. yehey! hmmm. ano pa ba?

ayy emo man si joyce~ X)

nagbago na nga ba ako?

2009-07-07T02:36:00.000-07:00

hala. ano ba naman yon. feeling ko nagbago ako ng bonggang bongga. putek kasi yan. yung pung mga dati kong gustong layout parang wala ng appeal lahat sakin ngayon. bat kaya? hmmm.. i wonder. wala na naman palang pasok bukas, tambay na naman ako sa bahay. ayos lang naman. hehe. kasi hindi naman boring sa bahay.

lapit na din umalis ni daddy, sunday next week na. hay, malapit na ulit akong mawalan ng daddy. :( how sad naman. nabigay ko na nga din kay daddy ung binili ko sa papemelrotti. haha, sabi ko sa kanya "para po may mabasa kayo kapag nasa barko na kayo..." excited ata si ama? aba'y wala pa sa barko, binabasa na! hehe. pero at least i know na na-appreciate niya di ba? :D

ayy, haha. wala lang. na-ccute-an ako dun sa isa sa staffs ng department namin. haha. wala lang, ang cute niya kasi. bleh. :p

birthday pala ng maganda kong pinsan ngayon. hehe. nako, eh wala daw silang pera eh. tsaka may pasok siya ngayon kaya malamang, walang celebration na magaganap ngayong araw. pero 'di bale, this weekend daw ata sila magdidiwang. nyahaha.

about me

2009-07-07T02:04:00.000-07:00

*_ what's wrong having 4'11 as my height? REMEMBER!

*_ when my parents said study first, i SHOULD and i WILL.

*_ HE is my first love.

*_ buy a ticket because ...

*_ as a FAMILY member ..

*_ INO-chan is my..

*_ veela, chubilets, ACT and 1B are my group of..

*_ my genre ? probably KPOP!

*_ JUST A LIL ADVISE:

ten years?

2009-07-05T09:12:00.000-07:00

hay grabe naman. haha. :)) ten years bago makalog in dito. putek kasi yan, nakalimutan ko ung account ko dito. akala ko di ko na mabubuksan. haha. muntik na naman akong gumawa ng bagong account. buti na lang nung nasa registration page ako, nakita ko sa password na "...must be 8 characters long" daw. eh di ayun! naalala ko na yung password ko. naalala ko tuloy nung ginawa ko to, nag-aalala pa ko nun kung baka di ko maalala yung password ko. at nangyari na nga. haha. hay nako.

so ayun! haha. ang dami ko dapat ikkwento kaso lagi kong nakakalimutang maglog in eh. ayy, hindi naman gaano, ang kaso lang kasi kapag nabuksan ko na yung facebook ko at naidiretso ko na sa Restaurant City, paktay na! nakakalimot na po ako. haha.

gumawa nga ako ng site para lang sa mga kpop fans, wish ko nga lang magkaroon ng iba pang members eh. para di ba? hehe.

pumunta nga pala kami ni tita sa sm. hehe. pero bago kami pumunta dun, dumaan muna kami sa mcdo kasi nga iddeliver ni tita yung t-shirt tapos ayun! hehe. dumiretso na kaming sm. nakalimutan pa nga niyang magwithdraw sa BPI dun sa tapat ng RFC, nawala kasi sa isip niya. haha.

natulog nga ako agad pag-uwi namin kasi ewan, inantok ako eh. haha. grabe, tulo pa laway ko sa throwpillow. kakahiya. haha. pero 'di bale, nakatulog naman ako ng mahimbing!

ayy nako, pasukan na naman bukas. putek yan, wala kaming assignment? badtrip eh. haha.

hahaha. ayun! :D

2009-06-30T10:17:00.000-07:00

so ayun, para manatiling secret ang mga bagay na secret, i decided na paghiwalayin ang public blog at personal blog ko. haha. ang arte nu? eh kaso nga, di ko mkwento ung ibang bagay sa kabila kong blog kasi unang-una, nakakatamad kasi nasimulan ko yun ng english. haha. urat talaga. haha. ewan ba naman kasi kung bakit gnun. pero alam ko talaga kung bakit. mejo nainggit ako sa friend ko na todo english mgblog kaya tinry ko. haha. so eto. nagsisi lang ako. haha. at least ah? nashare ko dito kung bakit. haha.

SA WAKAS!
haha. XD

habang tintyp ko to, tunog ng tunog ung restaurant city ko. haha. nakakaadik lang! XD hmmm. haha. (okay, tawa lang. XD)

wala ako masabi! nyahaha. pero mgppost ulit ako mamaya, maghahanap lang ako ng bagong skin. :D